I can be a hero
should i kill myself,
it will be to the tune of Heros.
loudly, blasting from the car speakers-
a detail the police will not know,
but i will.
should i kill myself,
my phone will be at zero.
hopefully, my body will be weaker-
less able to resist the final blow,
ready to be killed.
should i kill myself,
i will do so with bravado.
my future will look no bleaker-
I will sit safely below,
knowing it was my will.
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