dream
in that dream, i do not call you.
I go quietly. I do not think about you.
I do not think about the domino effect.
I do not think about your own life ending.
I think about me. Only me.
and in that dream, i am quiet.
i am easy.
i am simple.
and i am gone.
in that dream, you are not keeping me aloft.
in that dream, i am gone without missing you.
please pick up the phone.
this is not a dream.
you are keeping me aloft.
i do not want to see the domino effect.
i do not want you to take your life.
i am loud. and you like that.
please call me.
I miss you.
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