Healing, or something
And this is healing.
And this is finding a reason to wake up,
A reason to get out of bed,
a reason to eat in the morning.

And this is finding a reason to go to school,
a reason to look at people,
a reason to care about my classes.

And this is re-finding old interests,
re-watching that old show,
re-playing that old game.

And this is finding a reason to live.
Seeing the upside in things again
Wanting to talk to friends again
Wanting to be on stage again
Wanting to want again.

And this is healing.
No matter how many times i must do it.
This is healing.

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